Sunday, April 7, 2013

6th Grade

Could not kick as high
Hips to large
Voice a mystery
Left out
Get a towel to put under you so they don't know that you are a BED WETTER
Period starts
All stand frozen while
She tries to get it in
Alone but a part
Sing out Louise
You are being graded on your personality
Greasy hair
Protector of the prettier girls
Ugly
Greasy hair
Break ups by note


Whispers

She comes to me quicker these days, this shadow girl
She practically screams in my ear
TELL TELL TELL
She says....

But they shut her mouth, over and over, they keep it closed
And she has no will to fight to be heard
Over the sounds of slamming doors and muttered anguish
They babble and babble in her ear till she can no longer
Hear the whispers of her remnant...so far away
In the ether
That she almost forgets
There is anything else

Friday, March 29, 2013

Jimi Hendrix was a Coward

I am clear on one of my most important missions in this life. 
Expose secrets, tell, bring deception out into the light, 
bring the entire planet out of the closet. 
Don't tell me the secrets you don't want me to blab. 

I will tell on you.

Interview with a Ghost

Why do I lose you over and over and over again
Why do I get only a tiny smidge of your heart
Why couldn't I tell you that first time that I bled
Or the next time
Or the next
Why was your door always shut
Why did you pretend to be asleep when I cried at your bedside
Why did you invite him in
Why didn't you know or see or care
That you let the Boogie Man steal us away from you

Life Lesson #1

You little shit
You snot nosed punk
You are nothing
You have not lived
One day people are going to shit all over you
And you better be ready
Don't trust anyone
They all just want your pussy

"Sisters"

When I call you sister I mean it with my whole entire heart.  In that one second, you instantly become a part of me.  I claim a piece and I give four of myself in return.  
But I keep getting shit on, over and over and over again. It just must be me.  
Because I attracted you.

Closed for Business

Stand clear for closing doors
or don't
But we are closed, make no mistake
That opening has shut
Charity is over
again
and 
again
I say
Forever
Amen.