Someone is calling me, the phone is ringing and ringing but the more I look, I can't find that damn phone. Someone whispers "it's time, I hope you are ready!" and I panic...Shit! Did I fall asleep in class again? I have no idea what they are talking about, but I know it's important.
It is "Save the World!" important.
But the phone just keeps ringing and I just keep searching.
You know that feeling when you are on the edge of an orgasm? You are panting and sweating but you can't stop, you just keep going because you know what's coming is...well...orgasmic! You even get to the point of pain but you dare not stop!
It's coming, the Big Thing! is coming my way, all the signs have pointed to it, all the clues have been gathered.
In the meantime I wait, inside out, stretching to see over the crowd of indifference, if only I were a couple inches taller my wait would be over.
But the wait is never over.
Fuck.
What was it someone said once? Oh right...
"It's all about the journey."
Fuck the journey, I want the payoff.
Like now please.
2 comments:
Oh Mama- Hang in there.
Love you much!!
XOXO
Enjoying the moment is so hard for me, too. That's why I walk around all day praying, "Precious Moment, Beautiful Moment."
It is the only way for me to remember.
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